I will find that special someone who knows a relationship takes two and doesn’t take me for granted and accepts me for who I am and what I look like. I thought I found that special someone and maybe I did but it just isn’t the right time for them I guess. I don’t have a say to when I am placed in people’s lives and vice versa but I do have a say as to when I need a break from the fighting the screaming the name calling. I miss my boyfriend but I’m scared that person that took over him will never go away but I still sit and wait and I am hopeful he will come back one day where I will be waiting with opens arms and tears of joy.